Sneaking in

There is no beginning too small according to Henry David Thoreau.  Today I am taking that to heart. #30dayjournal #artjournal

I don’t want to know how log it has been!!  All is well over here.  Living Summer.  The children have been home, we went camping to a beach with no cell phone reception, which you got used to, and now the children are back at school.  I kept telling myself I would blog when this happened, or this, or this, and those moments came and I only wrote posts in my head.  When I scheduled posts I somehow stuffed it up and decided that was a sign. And then our main computer died, which threw me a little loop as blogging as I now have to was not what I envisaged (mad expectations and thoughts I admit).  Until I got to the point I thought I should have something of worth to say.  But that made the pressure worse and silenced me even more…so no pressure, just a hi and I am back. I have journalled a lot including about why I was even blogging and what I missed was the sense of sharing and community and connection, which is after all what any of this sharing is about.  Looking for those like minded souls to connect with and feel less alone with in this world. So that is where I have been, living and wondering if I had anything of value to say.  Not in a deep soulful kind of way but in that way that you don’t want to be clutter in anyone’s life.  But the truth is that I missed it.  And I missed the connection and feeling that I was not so isolated and alone even if I was overwhelmed about how to begin. So I decided to sneak in…no fanfare….just sneaking.  I have still been creating and painting and I have a lot more to say.  But if I do that it won’t be sneaking and instead will involve more fanfare and fireworks so just want to keep this brief!